Of all the more colorful ghosts in my small West Virginia hometown—the
woman who shot her mother, the man who killed one, or was it both, of his
parents with an axe—my phantom, the one who came calling that night in Apple
Alley, was merely the Postmaster. Unremarkable in life. Doggedly persistent in
death. Vengeful to the depths of his sorry soul.
We should never assume that the unpretentious apparition is
not the one to be reckoned with. A ghost is a ghost is a ghost.
The Postmaster lived with Mrs. Postmaster, who was also The Postmistress,
in a pretty cottage on the main street of town. Whatever else might have gone awry
in his life, the house must have been his refuge, his satisfaction, his place
of pride. At some point he told someone—someone who remembered and entered it
into the saga of the town—that he was NEVER going to leave that house.
Then he died. There was a funeral. There was a burial. After
that, he headed on home. His wife was still there for company but then she
died, too. And when they drove her over to the IOOF cemetery, she stayed where
she was planted. The Postmaster had the house all to himself.
For awhile.
Then an enterprising young couple with two lovely children
and a cat named Olive Jones converted it into a bed and breakfast. Now there
were guests. Things got crowded. And that’s when we showed up—for a class reunion
weekend—in the room at the top of the stairs under the peak of the single
gable, in the old bed that “came with the house” courtesy of the man who still
preferred to sleep there. Alone.
They told us about their ghost. I knew him by name, of
course. Remembered his face and his wife’s, both of them staid and efficient,
managing our mail. The young innkeepers were quite merry about how he was still
around. He was good for business now. The frisson of dread
was entertaining at breakfast.
3 o’clock in the morning? No.
I remember moonlight filtered through lace. The silence
everywhere. City people forget how still the night world can be in a lightly
inhabited town. Still, still, still. Except, of course, for the sound of
footsteps on the stair. Slow. Heavy. Closer and closer, as I rifled my mind for
a reasonable explanation. Here’s what I came up with: The Postmaster is now standing right outside the bedroom door.
I slipped out of bed, shivering in the sultry August dark. I
stopped at the door. Now what? We were facing each other with two inches of old
oak between us. I put my palm on the wood. He laid his on the other side. Palm
to palm, me and The Postmaster’s ghost. I know this because my sweaty hand
bonded to the door as flesh always does when it touches frozen iron. And I know
because our minds froze together, too, and he showed me exactly what it was
like to be dead.
It was not what I expected.
Ghosts are realer than
you. Truer than a Monday. More forever than a Sunday afternoon.
And here. We are right
here.
(Tag, Maryanne Stahl, you're next!)
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Ann Hogsett is a mom, wife, and novelist who lives ten yards -- ten! -- from the shores of Lake Erie, which she describes as "beautiful, compelling, threatening, raging by turns. Always impossible to ignore." You can share her adventures at her blog: Lake E.
5 comments:
I am sitting in a warm chair with sunshine in my face and hot coffee and even a guard-ish dog, and this still freaks me out.
That is pretty freaky. I'd love to hear what he showed you.
I too want to hear about what it's like to be dead. I think.
Me, too. Tell us!
Ok, now I'm not going to be able to sleep. Thanks a lot. (Awesome!)
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